A Moveable Meditation

It is the kind of day best taken n

inside a truck — heat on, wipers

against the windshield,

and the rain and leaves falling

in unison but not of equal parts –

maybe a hundred raindrops for

every leaf all day long so a lot fell,

long enough to make contemplation

a conclusion of the day

there inside the truck:

a kind of moveable meditation

hall, the slightest warmth

just enough to soften hard

thoughts giving them the opportunity

to leave.

The rain was cold and the air

getting colder.

The heart was warming the way it will

when given a chance.

The afternoon disappeared;

I pulled into the driveway,

glad I had turned the furnace

on a couple days before.

Stopped.  The wind and rain

had stopped.  Walked to the porch,

opened the door, stepped in.

“Home,” I thought as if I was saying, “OM.”

             

Caught

There are moments I would

visit again.

The changing nature of time says,

“I give what is not what

has been.”

I lament this fact,

cast the net for a memory

I assume full

of gaps so between then

and now I create details

to fill in.

I know how a story longs

for completeness.

I admit I’m chasing an echo,

the ghost of a touch,

a moment whose jagged

edges were smooth.

I know what time says

is true; I know what my heart

 wants to do – as always

I am caught between the two.

         After the Whirlwind

The echo of the whirlwind confused


the timing of when God’s voice


was heard. Get real.  Those 33 questions


Job never heard out of that whirlwind


nor their response hearing in fear


the stillness now more terrifying


since it carried the whispered,


measured voice of God, the metaphors of eternal


life accessible as only desperate


hearing can receive in the afterglow


of such a storm. 

The majesty and multiplicity


of life leaves no stone unturned,


no depth nor height not explored,


refusing no story — no beginning, middle,


end ignored.


Some writer who could not bear what was


being written confused the sequence to


distract the divine metaphor of facts.


We all know after a storm truth comes

in a whispered form of longing.  

     The Seventh Dream

The seventh dream eluded me

and in so doing the other six

were lost as I pursued what left

no sign but echo.

My hearing isn’t what it once

was and so what I thought

I had gained from the first six

was lost in pursuit of what

my grasp could not touch.

It felt so real that fantasy

was the only word I had for what

had been before it called me by name.

Now, I am in the wilderness,

my compass spinning, two moons,

two suns one in each quadrant         

of the sky,

my feet above the ground, I leave

no track for my return; all  water is a bridge

to the other side – I am not returning.

And I do not know if I am remembering

the echo or hearing it again

only that I’m lost with the promise

to be found.

 Byron Hoot was born and raised in Morgantown, West Virginia, lived there until he went to college – a twelve-year excursion.  Now he lives in northwestern Pennsylvania. . .  still in Appalachia. He has recently had poems in The Watershed Journal, Tobeco Literary Arts Journal, on www.northsouthappal.com./appalachian-literature.html. and in Pennessence.  He is a co-founder of The Tamarack Writers (1974) and The Fernwood Writers Retreat (2019).  Proprietor of Hootnhowlpoetry.com.

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